Pictures dark but I've been sick. Forgive me. I dig my hair. I DIG MY HAIR. The coolest part is I can abuse the shit out of it and it's not like extensions where jeez you gotta worry about tangles, my hair is one giant tangle. Its gorgeous. Is it ok to say you are gorgeous? Is it okay to feel beautiful? I do. Right now I do. Even though Im sick with runny drippy everything, even though I don't have a boyfriend in love with me, I feel pretty. I like long dangly bits of hair I do. Next will be a few pink dreads but not until I finish some filming for my next class. I've taken way too much time off for dreads/pearljam/sickness already.
It's the most care free hair you can get. You wash it once a week, I wash my bangs every other day. It takes forever to dry even with the blow dryer. It is NOT heavy, inside each dread is puffs of air so they just look heavy. No heavier than having regular hair this long. And no pain at all. Only pain in putting them in.
I like that I can create what I want, when I want. Like a little god. Creation. Creating your life just the way you want it to be. So if you don't feel pretty today, what is your ideal beauty? Yes yes, you must be pretty on the inside or no matter what you do to the outside will never feel like enough, but be honest with yourself about how you want to be seen. I like hair. Im a Leo. I like a mane. To warm me, to snuggle me, to hide under, to swing in someone's face, to flirt with. Next also will be jewelry. Hair jewelry. There is no higher art then creating your life.
