I know I haven't been here and I hope you understand why. The book. 6 months. It's over now. Manuscript sent in. It's up to the editors to do what they may. My work is done. And that is entirely why I came to california. To meet those that be and who could make this thing real. Whatever this thing is I've created, put it on the page and get it out there in a real way. So that is done. I can now cross that off the list.
1. Publish Mixed Media Girls Book.
I can now go home.
I promise to never leave you again.
Because you see, this, this thing here, is more important to me than anything. And its kind of weird now and I thought ruined. How different it was when I didn't hesitate to write, when I didn't think who was reading and if I wasn't going to come across as positive or brilliant on any particular day. So even when I could write I wouldn't cause. Well, googie will get me, but does anyone else? I'll post on facebook and be dramatic like OMG IM GONNA KILL MYSELF IF I HAVE TO DO BLAH BLAH ONE MORE TIME and I'm lectured about how I shouldn't throw that phrase around. There are entirely too many cooks in my kitchen.
But rather than disappear I'll do the opposite. I'll be here. Maybe I'll hault comments to make it feel like the old days when I had five live journal friends and I was singing secrets to no one.
I have something new something big planned. Something not like what I've been doing. A whole new something. I don't want to tell you yet because I want to do it properly. Dogs and I leave Monday morning and fly back to jersey. Once I get settled I will begin and then I can tell you about it. Just a few more weeks. Something big and something no one else is doing right now. I need change. I feel like I've done it to death and now its time for a whole new everything. (could I be more vague?) Just wait, I want to present it to you in a fabulous way. I am hoping it will create a very big something.
a whole big something as big as Gigi's hair.
Googie flys in tonight.
I will post again tomorrow.
and the next day.
and the next.
xxx
